Thursday, May 3, 2012

Rejected!!

Rejection is something that I am not acustome to. I have had a very few incidents where rejection has overcame my greatest. Rejection I believe is one of the worst feelings that a person can feel. It is something that drops my heart and makes me feel empty in my stomach. I would not bestow this undelightful feeling upon anyone because of the way I personally feel when it happens to myself.

I was in 3rd grade at the time when my horrific occurrence happened. I was a huge sports fan at the time and all I wanted to do was play basketball during recess. I loved the game, it was a safe haven to me from the typical school day. My friends and i would run from the school out across the black top to the basketball hoops to play. My friends always wanted to play five on five, so there were capitans that picked teams. I was never picked though. I felt horrible and upset that not even my own friends choose me.

I could not figure and comprehend why they did not pick me to play. i thought of every excuse they could have used against me but the fact of the matter was that i  was to fat and slow. This was heart wrentching to me and made me quite displeased with myself. I felt like an outcast on the court. I was all alone with nothing to do but watch my friends play. I then became taller so eventually they wanted me for my rebounds but the feeling of being rejected was the worse feeling I felt in my elementary school days.

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